pocket full of posies

listening to : “ghosts of tables and chairs” by citizens here & abroad

it is my birthday. i am still alive. if i die now it will say twenty-two in the papers. what fun i should be having to be a palindrome.

getting out of dylan’s car as i got dropped off at home in the sky i saw a huge green firework explode. must be a good sign. or luck. hmm...

so i was taken out by dylan to see loquat which was cool because i’ve been into them for about two years and i’m missed them so many times so i’ve finally seen them.

one of the bands that opened for them [citizens here & abroad] was really super cool. they had a really awesome live show. i thought they were better then loquat so i bought their cd and it’s really good.

loquat was cool but they are not as good live as on cd. it was still good but not as good, y’know? i really enjoyed myself and was glad to meet this new band.

i am very sad in general. i cry a lot. it doesn't take much. i feel sick a lot too. zuey makes me sick. not in a gross way but my stomach just hurts so much thinking about her.

shit! she's online. i want to see her. she hasn't decided. she is weirded out about someone at her house. i want her to hug me and wish me a happy birthday.

jeez, i'm such a puff. i am a bug. i am out of here. have a better day then me, ta!!


jimmyeatworld
"23"
i felt for sure last night
that once we said goodbye
no one else will know these lonely dreams
no one else will know that part of me
i'm still driving away
and i'm sorry every day
i won't always love these selfish things
i won't always live...
not stopping...
it was my turn to decide
i knew this was our time
no one else will have me like you do
no one else will have me, only you
you'll sit alone forever
if you wait for the right time
what are you hoping for?
i'm here i'm now i'm ready
holding on tight
don't give away the end
the one thing that stays mine
amazing still it seems
i'll be 23
i won't always love what i'll never have
i won't always live in my regrets
you'll sit alone forever
if you wait for the right time
what are you hoping for?
i'm here i'm now i'm ready
holding on tight
don't give away the end
the one thing that stays mine
you'll sit alone forever
if you wait for the right time
what are you hoping for?
i'm here i'm now i'm ready
holding on tight
don't give away the end
the one thing that stays mine...